I've done a lot of crying over the past 48 hours, after reading this (from an email from Lucky I received tonight) I just started again....

I love you, I always have loved you and I know I always will love you. You are the man I want to spend the rest of my life with and I have no doubts that I will. It may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, but that day will come. Even if the years go by ..... I believe that our lives will come together again!

it hurts to love what you can't possess.