...it's raining today. Pretty much - with out stop and only momentary hesitation - rain has alternately falling gently, briskly and emphatically, all day long. No curious beams of warm, glowing sun to slip cleverly through, just soft grey clouds with even softer white edges interlock over the visible sky.
I feel almost thankful that nature is edging me back into this gently - "Hey - let the guy have a grey, rainy day - he could use it!"
It feels good.
I feel like the earth is willing to sigh and feel sad with me - just so I don't feel alone in this.
I feel sad, but not unhappy. Does that make sense ?